A time of sadness

I don't know if I did the right thing.
I'm such a scaredy cat.
Why can't I fight for someone I care about?
God please help me.

I forgot I love drawing.

The Stand

This song has been speaking to me for the past two days

The Stand-Hillsong United

You stood before creation
Eternity within Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand
You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what could I say
What could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

So what could I say
What could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll stand With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
So I’ll stand My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

Goodbye 2007

Okay, I said I would post later on and it is later on but it's reallyyy late in the night or morning, as in later on, right? hahah, okay okay, I'm sorry if that confused you. But anyways, I was thinking about something. I was reading an old post/article about people being sad or you could say "depressed". My point is, at one particular time in my life this past year, I thought I was "depressed" also. Man, I actually thought I would stay like that forever! But come to think about it, I got out of my slumber just because of one reason.....His name is Jesus. After being in the dumpster and as I read the article, I thought to myself that there are so many people out there that aren't satisfied and stay like that for a very long time. There are so many people who I know aren't happy with their lives. Oh yeah, sometimes I am not happy with how things are going in school or when I fight with my siblings or parents, but in the end I end up sky rocketing into space because I DELIGHT IN THE LORD. And this season, God has especially placed a furnace in my heart to just stop all my complaining about my life and to stop saying "I'm so sad" blah blah blah, BUT to just REMEMBER, remember that God gave His one and only son Jesus out of HIS LOVE. God just told me to stop being unsatisfied with myself and to just appreciate everything He has given to all His children. I can't say I will not say I'm sad and not be in that slump, but all I can say is that I know I can learn from those times and REALIZE that I should not dwell in it. That I should dwell in the Lord, that I should delight myself in Him. And for this New Year of 2008, I will try to delight in His righteousness, his everlasting LOVE because that is enough for me.

Haha I'm really sorry if that was confusing, hmm, its really late right now, hopefully in the future I won't be up so late!

Surely,
Anjelica